bad 2 worse

wat can i say ..
i jz feel he not thrust me..
y ??
i dunno ..
y everything i do from the beginning of our relationship..
is it not valuable for this result ??
y we jz always crying for each other..
or even quarrel ..
n ..
scared ..

i jz noe..
i always made him unhappy ..
i dunno y ..
jz that is my fault..
i fail 2 make him happy ..
n nt 2 b scared..

i dunwan leave him..
i nv think wanted 2 leave him..
bt y he feel i want 2 leave him away..
is it i really cannot b thrusted ..
is it my heart not true at all ??

yesterday nite..
really suffering..
cry again...
jz ..
worried..
i scared he will do something wrong..
i scared he will leave me away..
he had cry for so many time..
i dunwan this 2 happen again..
y ..
we still look nt stable..
i dunwan 2 b like tis..

we love each other..
this is very clear 2 b seen..
bt how could this happen always...
it was too many time..
tis should nt happen always..

we promise each other..
not 2 leave each other..
2gether forever..
where was the wish that the sea brings 2 ..
is it really like the wave that unstable forever ??
no!!!
this could not happen...
we still hv a long journey 2 go with ..
face the problem 2gether..
happy 2gether..

sadness
please.. leave us away..
i dunwan this happen again !!!!

i noe ..
any promise i do ..
he not believe at all..
he scared ..
he scared i will leave him away..
these days..
his emotion bcome ..
not stable..
i jz noe that bcoz of the bad dreams..
n his feeling..

ntg that i can promise now..
i jz wanted 2 prove ..
bt ..
when he will thrust ..
when he will not scared ..
when we will in better condition..

ntg i can say more..
jz wanted 2 prove..
gambateh ..!!
i thrust i can do that..